Today I woke up later than I had planned. I had set my alarm. Not sure what happened, but I did not rise.
Luckily I was off work today, so it didn’t interfere with something important.
But my immediate reaction was to get angry at myself.
“Why did I sleep in? Ugh!”
And since I’ve given up resentment for Lent, this is relevant.
This Lenten promise is drawing my attention to how often I take myself to task when it’s futile. Thus, I am making a conscious effort to nip those feelings in the bud right away.
I could either start my day feeling that I already had screwed up, or I could accept it and move on.
So that’s what I did.
I got up, and started my routine and began my tasks for the day.
And although I didn’t accomplish everything I had wanted, I still got a good amount done.
I always say “Good morning!” to God when I wake up. I try to say it with a smile. I thank Him.
Us Catholics are known for genuflecting often during Mass. It is symbol of our submission to God.
I’ve been trying to start my day by praying on my knees, and also before I go to bed.
I’ve been lazy about this. There’s no excuse– my knees are young and perfectly capable of it!
The idea is that we are taking a moment to do a physical action that connotes our humility. Genuflecting is not supposed to be comfortable or convenient.
It’s not about what we want- it’s about reminding ourselves that we are servants to Him.
Thus, I’m taking myself to task to start and end my day by hitting my knees as well as praying– every morning and every evening. As I keep this routine, it should become a spiritual reflex.
Somewhat selfishly, I also hope it will also lead to better, faster sleep!!
Do you have a morning/evening prayer routine? What do you get out of hitting your knees for the Lord?