God is so frustrating !!!
You think you know what you’re doing, and then get a heaping reminder from Him that you don’t.
I think maybe He is trying to teach me patience.
I make no apologies for expressing my opinions and needs, because I feel that’s healthy and necessary. But I also admit that I can be impatient. The glory of being single is that you can always have it your way. But yes, it does get old after awhile.
It’s a mighty struggle to discern His will. That’s why we pray incessantly.
He wants us to talk to him. He wants to be part of the conversation of our lives.
It is a constant struggle to cultivate humility and yet persevere with our decisions and goals. I don’t always feel strong enough to take the path that it seems God wants me to take. I’ve always been a big subscriber of the “signs” idea. The only pervasive answer I can find to questions I ask about where to go is an intense, persistent desire to do something.
That’s where our faith becomes mandatory. That’s why we need faith.
God does not give up just because we feel hesitant or blatantly reject the idea.
He is more patient than any of us.